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I write and talk about letting go of fear, taking small steps toward risk and being vulnerable, reaching for intimacy and transitioning into joy. To get more information, Click Here

Meet Pamela Taeuffer

pamela_profile_200I WRITE NOVELS ABOUT THE DIFFICULTIES OF LOVING, AND THE INNATE DESIRE FOR DEEP, SENSUAL INTIMACY IN ALL RELATIONSHIPS. LETTING GO OF FEAR AND TRANSITIONING INTO JOY.

My passion is to write about life’s traumas and tell them through a love story, giving real life examples of how love and intimacy helps to open our heart. My first series, Broken Bottles, is a Four Part family saga about the effects of battling family alcoholism. It freezes us, makes us fear real and imagined abandonment, and stops us from taking risks to form loving relationships. For me, the effects were so far reaching; even I didn’t understand them until many years later. From pursuing my own education, to surviving every day, wearing makeup, the way I dressed, tip toeing around the house avoiding my father’s rage and drunkenness, I learned to trust no one when growing up. My books will take you on a journey that shows how the main character in each book learns to understand how precious life is and how wonderful intimacy and vulnerability can be. It’s about letting go of fears and transitioning into joy. I hope you like them. Read More…



brokenbottlesseries458x300“I write stories about the difficulties of loving: Parents, Siblings, Children, Friends, and Lovers — they all bring the challenge of desperate joy and deep despair. It’s always with a message of hope and an open heart that I tackle growing up in addiction, the effects of obesity, brain trauma, and the challenges of being an introvert.”

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An e book series outlining in a step by step way, over working within our challenges to…
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A Contemporary Romance about learning to love the body we have.
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SHADOW HEART, BOOK 1 OF THE BROKEN BOTTLES SERIES:

Fear of the unknown
Dad is drinking
Is he?
Isn’t he?
I don’t want to come home
Each night I prayed the same way: Now I lay me down to sleep. I pray the Lord my soul to keep. If I die before I wake, I pray the Lord my soul to take. Please bless my mother, father, sister, everyone in the world, and me. And please make my father quit drinking.
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All of the books of part 1 for Broken Bottles will be out as of June 23rd. The opening poem sets the scene and mood of the series: the search for an open heart, trust, forgiving family, and learning to love myself so I can love others:

ABANDONED THINGS

Stability–I crave it
Control–I need it
Intimacy–I desperately want it
I look okay but I’m not
I may be successful in public
In private, I am struggling
You see me as an adult
Inside I am a little girl still afraid
I have lost my childhood
Please look at me even as I push you away
Find me
The fences are high to protect my heart
Help me tear them down
I am deathly afraid to take a risk
Even though everything could open up and I might
come out of the shadows
Love me like I want to love you See MoreSee Less

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