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I write and talk about letting go of fear, taking small steps toward risk and being vulnerable, reaching for intimacy and transitioning into joy. To get more information, Click Here

Meet Pamela Taeuffer

pamela_profile_200I WRITE NOVELS ABOUT THE DIFFICULTIES OF LOVING, AND THE INNATE DESIRE FOR DEEP, SENSUAL INTIMACY IN ALL RELATIONSHIPS. LETTING GO OF FEAR AND TRANSITIONING INTO JOY.

My passion is to write about life’s traumas and tell them through a love story, giving real life examples of how love and intimacy helps to open our heart. My first series, Broken Bottles, is a Four Part family saga about the effects of battling family alcoholism. It freezes us, makes us fear real and imagined abandonment, and stops us from taking risks to form loving relationships. For me, the effects were so far reaching; even I didn’t understand them until many years later. From pursuing my own education, to surviving every day, wearing makeup, the way I dressed, tip toeing around the house avoiding my father’s rage and drunkenness, I learned to trust no one when growing up. My books will take you on a journey that shows how the main character in each book learns to understand how precious life is and how wonderful intimacy and vulnerability can be. It’s about letting go of fears and transitioning into joy. I hope you like them. Read More…



brokenbottlesseries458x300“I write stories about the difficulties of loving: Parents, Siblings, Children, Friends, and Lovers — they all bring the challenge of desperate joy and deep despair. It’s always with a message of hope and an open heart that I tackle growing up in addiction, the effects of obesity, brain trauma, and the challenges of being an introvert.”

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An e book series outlining in a step by step way, over working within our challenges to…
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A Contemporary Romance about learning to love the body we have.
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Finding a kindred spirit through writing. Escaping into another world, a new life, an enchanted journey. That’s what writing is. When it’s released into the universe, it’s loved, sometimes hated, and draws a dramatic rise and fall of emotion and criticism. And that’s all right.

#amwriting #lovestory #familysaga #comingofage #teenissues #alcoholism #intimacy #spirituality #forgiveness #contemporaryfiction #womensfiction

Free on Amazon Kindle 4/27-4/29

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Imagining I had the courage to tell a teenage girl tormenting me to somehow find happiness. To have understood my body was gorgeous, even though I was never satisfied. Stepping back, being less serious, knowing life was a joyful journey . . .

#teenissues #comingofage #family #alcoholism #forgiveness #lovestory #sex #intimacy #relationships #womensfiction

Free on Amazon Kindle: 4/27-4/29

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A LOVE THAT’S MINE

I know I have love, don’t I
My parents love me, don’t they
They have problems with emotion
So that’s why they stay quiet, isn’t it

My friends love me, don’t they
We don’t say it enough
Brushing away the seriousness of love
We tell jokes instead
Or use sarcasm

My family is numb
I’m numb
I have a heart that beats
But I know it’s frozen
Shut down
So it wouldn’t die

Sometimes I think its death might be a better option
Instead of watching my father’s alcoholic rage
The insults
Dark secrets we keep
False faces and smiles we paint
On our faces
To cover the love

I know joy is simmering
Waiting to bubble up in love
Daring me to take the little steps
Toward change

I know I can do it
Because I have love in my life
Don’t I

#teenissues #comingofage #fiction #womensfiction #sex #lovestory #newadults #college #alcoholism #family

Free on Amazon Kindle: 4/27-4/29

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The memory of what was happening as we write a certain scene, plan and shape our painting, struggle to capture the light, move our hands over the clay or design the piece of jewelry we’ve thought of for so many years . . . aaah.

#amwriting #ampublishing #comingofage #fiction #womensfiction #college #teenissues #lovestory #intimacy #alcoholism #family

Free on Amazon kindle 4/27-4/29

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Horror of a mistake we notice after releasing our book, a misapplied color on a drawing or painting that shows differently under daylight, patina that didn’t set right – all trials and errors of the creative professional. Even so, isn’t there something magnificent about the effort?

#amwriting #lovestory #family #saga #fiction #comingofage #alcoholism #newadults #womensfiction

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